September Morning

September is always the month that i look forward to in a year aside December =)

but things are different this year...

i wanna just sit down and cry... but i dont really have the time to... and i cant find my drama mode to... (or should i say i'm not allowing myself to find it) it's like i have this tear dam in my tear gland... will my tears dry up before bursting thru the "dam"?

i dont know...