10 Reasons Why Committing Suicide is Stupid

In respect of my readers that found pictures of me "suiciding" disturbing, i have decided to edit this post. Leonardo DOT Vinci strikes BACK! :P

#1 It's WRONG!
-it's in the Bible that in the 10 Commandments, "Thou (You) shall NOT murder" it means you and i cant commit any form of murder; suicide is SELF MURDERING... so it's WRONG!
if this^ doesnt convince you... keep reading... #2 It's nerve-wrecking
-it's difficult to choose your medium of death (e.g. the rope/the pills/the knife/the 15th floor)
#3 It's Brain-straining
-after all the choosing... you've gotta plan your death... u mite wanna have a plan B if the initial rope SNAPS! u need to consider things like... how will i look when they find my body? what should i wear? Where will they bury me? Should i leave them with my best pic (for my tombstone...)? #4 It's time consuming
-think about it! what if the first cut over your wrist isnt deep enough and the blood flows too slow... a bit the POTONG STIM rite?? or what if u cant get the right knot; it keeps untying!! JUST WHEN you think all of these can be overcome by jumping off the 15th floor... WHAT IF the lift's OUT OF ORDER? take the stairs??? ALL THE BEST WALKING!

#5 It hurts!

-WARNING to those of you that cant even take a PAPER CUT... u are soO NOT a suicide candidate. Pills mite seem the PERFECT choice ere... BUT!!! BITTER LE! drink acid? before it kills you.. u BURN like MAD!!! detergent? which part of BITTER do u NOT UNDERSTAND? Free fall of the 15th floor?... err... NEED I SAY MORE?

# 6 It's EMBARRASSING

-how could u not consider this? what if they find u hanging on the rope with your mouth wide open and with saliva DRIPPIN ALL OVER!! EEEW! or what if you forgot to relieve yourself before jumping off the 15th floor... and u got too scared while u are at the 11th floor... and they found u with your PANTS WET!

still NOT convincing enough? well... i understand.. the world is kinda topsy turvy... ppl are hurting EVERYDAY! just when u think suicide is an escape...

#7 You WONT be happier

-remember reason #1? according to the Bible, u BURN in HELL! <--- this is SERIOUS stuff k!that's if u succeed in killing yourself... what if you DONT? strangling yourself mite cause your brains to be lacked of oxygen for toO long... causing your brains to DIE! leaving u in a VEGETATIVE STATE! and what if u thot the 10th floor would be enuf cause u were toO LAZY to walk more stairs... u end up breaking your back bone... u are ALSO in a VEGETATIVE STATE! and you get BED SORES!!! HAPPY NOW?

#8 You DONT want to be forgotten

-see.. before one decides to commit suicide... the individual would have been in depression... isolating him/herself from the world... that means... you no longer leave an impression in people's mind... and people ACTUALLY commit suicide cause their depression symptoms ARENT NOTICED... so what makes you think that after u kill yourself... people will miss you? you were missing from their minds at a point of time anyways...

#9 You DONT wanna die UGLY

-erm... with your brains splattered EVERYWHERE... with your guts hanging out in the open... with your SHINY LOCKS drenched in BLOOD? u go figure!

ULTIMATELY... the FINAL reason to why committing suicide is STUPID...

#10 It's STUPID!!!!

-it's soO stupid that after u found yourself dead (in your spirit)... you would wanna kill yourself AGAIN! but that would be IMPOSSIBLE cause u are DEAD!or if u dont die... and are left in a VEGETATIVE STATE... u'd wish u were DEAD!

SO!!!

DONT DO IT!

there's NO situation in this world that you cant overcome! there's ALWAYS a way out!

speak up! DONT give hints of your depression! SPEAK UP! talk to someone! a COUNSELLOR if all your friends are USELESS!

BE STRONG!

LAUGH AT THE STORM BECAUSE

YOU WILL HAVE THE LAST LAUGH!

CANTIK

ah! makes me so wanna slap him each time he says it!

to those of you that dont know who i'm talking about...

he's none other than the *drum rolls* ham-sap-looking judge of So You Think You Can Dance

*drum rolls continue*

MR PAT IBRAHIM

(i tried searching for his pic thru the net so u all can get a CLEARER picture of him.. but apparently he AINT that famous la.. sowee!)

okay... enuf limelight given to him ere... now back to ME! ur . !

i voted for Brancy!!! :D

altho i once said that i like Sue... but i guess the whole M'sia's voting for her la... so...

it's time for the underdog to RISE UP! ;)

In my opinion... Brancy did a really good job! she chose a song i LIKE! :P

apart from that.. could feel her emotions when she danced :D

so yes... 50 cents... and watdaya know! Brancy's in the FINALIST!!! *woohoo!!!* well.. poor Noor... she's good too... but... i felt Brancy lo... maybe it was the SONG la :P

sadly i cant watch the finals.. cause it will be on FRIDAY! -.-" but i can always watch the REPLAY :D

to all the finalist... give Malaysia your 300% CANTIK-ness next Friday k! *cheers*

Cholesterol Alert!

Behold what i had for lunch the day BEFORE i fell sick!!!

BLACK PEPPER LAMB CHOP with fried rice!

err.. excuse the messiness la.. i only decided to take a pic of it AFTER my meal cause something EXTRA came with my order...

TWO sauce plates of OIL!!!!!

*YUCKS!!!!!*

well i had my lunch at the chinese shop next to Black Canyon Coffee (or something like that la.. :P) so peeps if u were to go there... dont order black pepper lamb chop with fried rice k! the order food on the menu's ok :)

Careless Whisper?

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

^ this is something that i cant do now...

cause i LOST MY VOICE!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aihz... so to those of u that wants to see the SOFT spoken side of Dot... u have... 2 days! :P

Beep!

ai yai yai! this was the FIRST for me!

after makaning and window shoppin... *pouts* i almost got a pair of shoes!!! but mom said the heels were to high.. and they were too pointy... den they ran out of stock for the not-so-high-heel ones... *DOUBLE pout*

anyways...

we were all tired.. i was starting to cough cause my throat was dry... so we decided to head home!

*ladilada*

the elevator came... *cheng cheng*

i bet 25 ppl were in that elevator! but my family just had to SQUEEZE in!!

can u see where this' leading to???

so takkan i alone take the stairs rite?
being skeptical as i was... i said "CAN MEH??" (simultaneously i stepped with ONE foot into the elevator) and...

BEEP!!!!!!

oh the shy-ness!!! *blushes*

finally daddy and mommy came out from the elevator to teman me walk the stairs :D
but my tak guna punya brother siok siok take the elevator and waited by the door of the staircase JUST to laugh at me! ISH!!!

3 Little Words =)

It's Daddy's Day! So the Tans decided to do wat we do best... MAKAN! :D

On our journey to Pyramid =)

erm... i wont tell you where we went la.. cause dont wanna do free advert for them :P

hehe! this was our appetizer... the one that gave us the o.O look

cause we no know how to eat it! *blushes*

erm.. ko.. that aint the way to eat it la.. u're supposed to SHARE! BROTHERS! :P

so the ever-so-brave Dot took the 1st bite of the bread :D (was just living up to the legacy of the DARING DOTS! *fond memories* =) )

the bread was soft.. and the yellow thingy in the lil cup is actually garlic butter la :P

*MUAHAHAHAHA* the MAIN COURSE!!!

Grilled Lamb Chop (mine)

Fats never taste BETTER! *drools*

something Rib-Eye (ko ko's)

it looked nice like that... but in the middle of the meal... his plate looked kinda BLOODY *yucks*

Boneless Ribs something & Tony's Sirloin <-- there u go! a HINT to where we went :P (daddy's)

and his pineapple drink thingy :D

Like all mothers... mommy was afraid the bill would be toO heavy on ko ko and i... so she got

Ceaser's Dinner Salad (which we all nibbled from)

If ALL vege was this good... i soO wont mind being a vegetarian :P

Last but not least, our out-of-proportion-to-the-plate piece of Cheese Cake

okay... enuf of the FOOOOD... it's time to show u the pigs!

VIKING Dot!

*oops* do excuse the keganasan :P

MAN of the hour!! My Daddy!

so cute rite?? the waitress put the bib on for him!
but they very the unfair 1.. cause i DIDNT get a bib *pouts* :P

^up there in the pic! another HINT of where we went :P

Mommy and Ko Ko werent very into my cam whoring spree so no more pics of them *boo hoo*

Lovee moments ahead =)

To all the Daddy's and Father figures out there...

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!

Something that reminds me of You...

He knows my name,

He knows my every thot,

He sees each tear that falls,

And He hears me when I call... =)

Happy Father's Day Abba!

I'm on DRUGS!!!

I didnt mean to do such things...

but but.. i just HAVE TO!!!

i.. i...

I HATE medicine!!! (sobb sobb)

p/s: DRUG DEALER JO, this is the antibiotic i was talking about :D told ya it starts with an O *blushes*
i love Kleenex!

there's a difference to it and other brands of tissue paper

it's SOFTER!!! :)

yup... the Dot's down with Flu... because of that...

i couldnt PIG like i used to...

i couldnt be as bubbly as i used to...

i couldnt talk as i used to... (i need a HUG!)

i couldnt go to LAGOON with my cellies!!! :(

speaking of that!!! peeps! DONT GO TO SUNWAY LAGOON! (EAT THIS Sunway management! this is for causing the injury of my bestie!)

see... the entry ticket's RM 45 / 46 (couldnt remember)

just when u think that's A LOT!!! u're not allowed to bring food.. (that's understandable...) and WATER!!! now that's NONSENSICAL! what's worse... mineral water sold in the lagoon is... RM 3 per bottle! (a burger and some fries = RM 7.90)

TOO MUCH rite???

then for some reason... ther werent allowed to wear slippers! which gave my bestie a SPLINTER!!!

tak guna punya tempat!

so peeps, remember this ya... if u wanna have fun... DONT consider Sunway Lagoon k!

sidetracking a lil...

My popo's leaving TODAY!!! :(

(pic was taken when popo was napping :D shhh!)

just finished saying our goodbyes... gosh! MUST NOT cry!!!

more unrelated stories...

my blada came back from pulau perhentian... he got a LOVE BITE from a sea CREATURE!!

-.- mermaids only exist in FAIRYTALES la!

he got bitten by a FISH!

poor ko ko!

(yup! that's my finger beside his wound.. just to show how big the BITE was :P)

Rush HourS!!!

AH!!!! the craze has BEGUN!!! the kiasu-ness and the STRESS!!! *yikes*



yup... my semester started like 3 weeks ago... BUT!!! it's this Monday that i got my textbook!!! previously i could use the fact that i havent gotten my textbook to comfort myself for the time i've been WASTING!!! BUT!!! now that i've gotten my book...

ARGH!!!!

datelines to meet! 14 chapters to cover!!! in 2 months!!! God help me!



this is the time where the verse "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" comes in handy ;)



please keep me in prayer ya! *huggies*

ROYALE

ere are the long waited pics from Kim's birthday :D

Cam-whoring on our journey to the "Palace"

Jolynn the Navigator

Leez and I- the bored out passengers

(hmm... we should get carriages next time.. then the journey would be more FUN :P)

*ish* :P

At the DOORSTEP of HER HIGHNESS...

talk about ROYALTY :P

Leeza the humble peasant and QUEEN Kim!

once again.. caught in action! PIGGY! :P

MORE cam-whoring! after the meal(S) of course :P

Jolynn

Elizabeth

Mr Happy!

*teehee* the impostor of Mr. Happy *teehee*

actually i see him as Mr. Fear (cause its face is something like what i did... i look better la OF COURSE :P... but since it's Liz's bottle... we shall go with Mr. Happy k!)

Killer Looks

(courtesy of Jay Sonn's... infidelity will be toO BIG a word... so... hmm... SCANDALOUS acts? :P)

MORE drama ahead! :P

attempt #1 to kill Liz

(but tak jadi cause my killer eyes not so killng?... *eek* my vocab sesat :P)

attempt #2 MUAHAHAHAHA! MUCH better :P

once upon a time (in friendster) it was Dot and the King... Now it's my privilege to give you...

Dot and the QUEEN! :D

any fairytale has to come to an end...

but we are no princesses... so we got no individual golden carriages... (we had to share 1 mode of transportation home...)

neither did we have any prince come sweep us up from our feets onto their white horses... (But we have our very nice Liz to send us all home...)

and we did the impossibe... fit FOUR butts behind a KIA... (me no know what model it is...) anyways... we managed cause we're the...

SLIM CHICKS! :P

(from left: Em, Manda, moi, Leez)

the food was Yummy-licious! but no pics of them cause... hehe... i was busy piggin la! :P

thanks Kim!

and...

ALL HAIL QUEEN KIM!!!

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!!!

James Prevails!!!

ish ish ISH!!!

James mite have had his face cacated in Spiderman-3... BUT!!! he still makes girls go GA-GA over him!

who cares bout a sexy accent when James can melt hearts with just ONE smile!!!

Orlando may be PERFECT... but dont u think he's a lil too perfect? computers and technologies can do wonders to how someone may look like u know!

and flying skate boarders are wayyyyyy HOTTER!!!

those successful movie projects came about cause ppl liked LEGOLAS! not Orlando Bloom!

so... JAMES- 2, Orlando- 0

*wakakakakakkakakkaka*

KAWAII!!!

Chef Dot now presents to you....

KAWAII Dumplings!!! :D

in Jap, Kawaii = Cute

*teehee* if u were to compare the sizes of the dumplings made by my popo and me... u'll understand wat i meant :P

STANDING on Mountains!

Baby's got a new stunt!! she's STANDING now! she grows so fast!!!

but her teeth are a bit laggin la... :P

freewriting

goodness! today was like a whole day of Intensive English!!! i had 6 hours of english in A DAY!!! but it was good! cause i know i'm in good hands! :D

learn something interesting today! FREEwriting! it means u have to write for 10 mins NON STOP... pen down WHATEVER that comes to your mind, even if it's "i NEED to pee NOW!" :P

so to those of you that have nothing better to do after A-levels, or after any of your exams... knock urself out! write consecutively for 10 minutes! :D well of course give urself a scope la.. a TITLE!

ere's a mindless example from Dot! :P
mine would be about *muahahahaha* FOOOOOD!!! *muahahahahaha*

it's 1.08 am now, i should be sleepin, it's not so effective to do free writing like this cause i'm not so canggih-ed in my typin... always got typo *blushes* but yea! this is how it works! u dont have to care bout grammar.... u can use any dialect... just LET UR MIND FLOW! :D so yea! FOOD! i love eating! which i find it kinda hard to not snack altho i should cause i'm gaining flabs :( did try sitting up... but lazy d... *lalala* ok ok! will start doin it again! i like eating cause i like it la! i like pampering my taste buds! but if u know me well... i dont try new stuffs. i go to the place.. i will order the same thing i ordered the previous time i came cause i dont like change la. and stress rite if u order something new and it doesnt taste nice... how to finish? mom and dad not always around to b DBKL le! :P now i'm running out of things to type! but ms padma says it's perfectly alrite... cause ur mind thinks of other things as u think -.- excuse the weirdness of this whole thingy la... since NOTHING MATTERS... it's all the brains talking :P but yea... wat else about food?? i lovee carbonara!!! but my parents think otherwise! :( they never even tried it!!! :( :( they say white white like that... see d oso no appetite la.. -.-" and daddy's a RICE TONG! he eats rice and rice only! noodles on certain ocassions... but ask him to eat pasta?? NO!!! fish and chips? GOT RICE AR? -.-" so yea.. that's my dad! and he no likee bread... so means no pizza for the family... actually he doesnt mind us eating la... but he'll pout and say i'll eat something else instead... so then my MOM! will say nvm la.. we eat something else! then I WILL POUT... but??? no... NOBODY cares!!! *pouts* see what i mean? u can talk crap and it's perfectly alrite! i've got 2 more minutes! typin is not as painful as writing tho... cause when u write.. u get all excited... and u press ur pen down harder... it HURTS!!! :P we've got lots of types of food in malaysia.. but not all suit my taste buds la... me likee savoury foods.. who doesnt? mom says i get it from my dad.... oh well... i like tosai! actually it aint my fav... but that's wat came to my mind... so ya.. :P u all get wat freewriting is by now rite? i'm having a headache.. but yet i'm ere to blog! cause i know i got LOYAL readers! *wakakakka* k! time's up! tataz!

haha! yup! that's freewriting! hmm.. to those of you who are REALLY free... and if u have a blog... go do some freewriting! if u are wondering what to write about... how bout DOROTHY? *wakakakaka* :P

tomorrow.. i mean later in the morning... i'll be having english AGAIN! but later in the afternoon... it's SHOPPIN!!! *muahahahaha* finally!!! i get to be in touch with the outside world! i'm talking nonsense... gotta sleep now! nity nitez Malaysia! and which ever country u are reading my blog from! :D

you know??

Dear readers, i'm in a dilemma... she (i wont mention who la.. those of you that know... then u know la... if u dont but u wanna know.. ask me when u see me la k! ;) ) likes to use this phrase "You Know?"

... now the problem i have is... i've got 2 answers which i would love to yell at her face!!!

answer #1:

I DONT KNOW!!!

if i knew, i won't be sitting here listening to you!

answer #2:

YES I KNOW!!!

so would u quit beating round the bush and MOVE ON to the next point??!!

but of course... i'm a sweet SWEET ADORABLE Dot... so i wont do neither to her. i'm just sharing this with you cause i've got NOTHING to blog about! :P

Dot's Choice *explained* :P

hehe! i guess besides Yue... many of you are also wondering what's up with the color of the peanut butter...

so i've decided to explain ere.. :D

it all started with the "AGAK-AGAK" tradition, passed down from my popo to my mom and hopefully NOT to me! this is what you get for not writing down the desired measurements for the IDEAL taste of yummy-licious peanut butter

mom added too much icing sugar... the whole panel of TANs agreed that the peanut butter was toO sweet... so genius daddy went on to add salt... (well.. that was what should be done la.. cause peanut butter has a lil saltiness to it anyways..) BUT!!! daddy... not much of a talent when it comes to the AGAK-AGAK skill... (he no know bout me blog *phew* :P) he added TOO MUCH salt!!! aihz...

the next best thing to do is add MORE peanuts lo... but we blended all the new peanuts... the peanuts u saw in the pictures were the peanuts from the week BEFORE! muahahaha! *ahem* and they were the undesired CHARCOAL peanuts (which i mentioned in my previous post)! *blushes*

but it was either "high-blood pressure caused by EXCESSIVELY salted peanut butter" or "weird colored peanut butter"... so we added the week-before peanuts to the mixture... and as a result... the SAMBAL-LIKE color lo...

so kawan ar... u still want the peanut butter? :D

Modern Technology

As we all know, modern technology has enhanced the human life. it has enabled us to do the impossible....

What does this look like to you??

technology definitely helped us REACH the UNreachable!
*MUAHAHAHAHA!*

Eat THIS Smucker!

*ahem* put your hands together to welcome your CHEF OF THE DAY.... ms... DOT! :D

hehe! today we'll learn to make PEANUT BUTTER! *yummy*

step 1: Fry the peanuts WITHOUT oil... meaning... put the peanuts into the frying pan... turn on the stove... and keep stirring (u dont want charcoal-fied nuts :P)

step 2: crush the peanuts with your hands to remove the skin



step 3: sieve (tell me.. how many of you actually knew the correct spelling of this word before reading it here? :P) the peanuts to rid the skin.


oops! i forgot to tell you the ingredients *blushes* so ya... ere they are... icing sugar, margArine (YES! this is how u spell it) and the fried-skinned peanuts. erm.. for the measurements... i also not sure... cause my SIFU always tells me... AGAK-AGAK LO! ><"



ah yes... this is my BEAUTIFUL assistant (must say beautiful la.. cause this is where i got my angel-like looks from! *WAKAKAKAKAKA*)
step 4: AGAK ur measurements... pour them all into the blender...


cont of step 4: ...dont forget the peanuts...

MORE cont of step 4 :P : now... BLEND! :D (you mite wanna add a lil salt for flavouring)

VOILA!

(erm... the color of the peanut butter looks a lil... erm... WEIRD...)

BUT!!! check out the RESULTS!!!

~YUMMY-LICIOUS~

there you have it!

DOT's CHOICE! - homemade peanut butter :D

(erm... to those of you that noticed the third hand... erm... it belongs to my beautiful assistant... she's camera-shy :P)

tune in next week for MORE of our home made recipes! (this is when YOU CLAP!)