STRONGER!!!

remember the concert i told you guys about???--> STRONGER! the 1 that made me very proud (seeing my babies all grown up! :D) n i promised pictures... so ere they are!

The HUGE thingy they made which spelled S-T-R-O-N-G-E-R and Liang (the baldie)

After the concert... cleaning up and the rearranging of chairs.... what else is there to do besides CAM WHORING??? *teehee*

from left: Superman wannabe Basil, SS guy Daniel and Big S Dot

Dot the Blacksmith :P

hehehe! today is a special day for me! for it is the FIRST time in my life that i made a SPEAR!!! well... me being a UNIQUE Dot, my spears were as UNIQUE too! they were made of... MOUNTING BOARD & MASKING TAPE!!!! *wakakakakaka*

eh... not easy k... this is also 1 of the very FEW times i used a BLADE!!! scary man! n to cut through a mounting board aint easy k! but the joy of the Lord is my strength! ;)

well... after a hard day's work... we resorted to some cam whoring :P

-STAB me!!!-

(the word s-t-a-b is pronounced as S-T-U-B)

-playin dead-

and of course i was just i of the small fries that went to help out... btw... the spears are for our Easter play! --> this coming Friday! wanna know more about it? ASK ME! :D .... enough of advertisements....

What you are about to see... is one of the masterpiece(s) created by the "Amazon woman" you saw in the pic above (the 1 in blue) and her comrades (i'm thankful she doesnt know this blog exists :P)

TADA!!!

nice???

it's a painting on a cloth the size of the black boards we had back in skul... KENG le???

i wish i could paint... but oh well... i can make SPEARS! guess that's part of ART too! :P

Heart Ache

Aint she adorable? Didnt take me long to take a pic of her smiling =)
but as i played with her, i felt like crying cuz her voice was so coarse after the shouting she made for the pass months! i'm afraid she mite not be able to speak when she grows up... my parents said "it's ok.. they'll eventually get their voice back..." but she's so young! what if she damages the thingy that vibrates when one speaks? (i dont know what's that called)

I'm praying that she'll get her voice back.. do pray along ya =)

Ooh...

...i'm having this craving for some dory fish from MFM! Manhattan Fish Market!

i'm HUNGRY!!!

*pouts*

and i'm SLEEPY too!

*yawns*

A Walk to Remember

a thumbs up to the committee of the ADP Prom!!! despite the odds, they pulled thru and came up with an in-my-opinion FUN prom!

I'll let the pics do the talking (cuz it's 12.30 now and my brains aint functioning anymore :P)

behold... the WALK of Fame

Who does Wern Sern resemble?? *hint> some guy in some horror movie*

Joy and i cam whoring before the guests arrive (she's the sole usher of the nite! poor gal...)

Yue and i on the RED CARPET

How can we ever miss out on our TRADEMARK??

Rising Sun dancers!

(i was so geared up to video them.. but all THANKS TO MY BROTHER!!! that didnt allow me to clear the pics he took with his friends... my camera memory ran out and i could only catch the 1st half of the dance!!! ARGH!!!)

The food was good but the crowd was a lil sad in NUMBERS... HOWEVER i think when it came to support, we gave it our ALL! i bet all of us are coughing now... thank God mom made the BITTER TEA again... altho it's bitter, but i rather have my taste buds suffer than my throat! =)

At the end of the day, i guess it's the company that matters! our table was like THE noisiest one *blushes* but hey! we were there to have FUN anyways! :P and yes! i'm very greatful that the emcees were fun ppl toO!

-the end-

A Shout Out...

...to LEEZA FOO!!!

for redesigning my blog!!!

thank you so much girl!

*hugs*

Antics :P

my friends will so kill me if they see the title of this post but i'm gonna post it anyways! :P

shooting was cancelled cuz they couldnt get the lighting so... i didnt have to go to college! *yippee* then last nite carol called and said we can get our SPM certs... since i'm free... it's Tour USJ 4 again!

dad was so cute.... he asked me if anyone's fetching me... (my school is literally a STONE's THROW AWAY from my house) so i said no. but me being the ever lazy me *blushes* i asked him "why you ask? you wanna fetch me *notti grin*?" then daddy grinned back and said "no" *pouts* but mom was the best! she asked dad to walk me to school and see that i enter the school safely :D *muahahahaha* guess what happened next? dad got up... walked to the grill and said... "i fetch u there la" MUAHAHAHAHAHA! it was jammed outside my school but dad didnt complain cuz i prewarned him that it will be jammed and he said NEVERMIND! (for the 1st time in history!!! :P)

so back to my antics... i was first to arrive despite leaving my house late... *lalala* (i must seriously work on my time management!) like i've mentioned... SPM cert... (SPM results was like A YEAR ago!!) but anyways it's just a piece of paper la..

ere's a pic of my piece of paper

and this is how a bunch of antics look like :P

from this day on...

...i will HATE surveys!!! ish!!!!

my very CHALLENGING lecturer gave us a final project (i aint gonna mention which subject... cuz no point mentioning names la huh? :P) and he mentioned SURVEYS... now all my friends are conducting surveys... so... due to PEER PRESSURE! and KIASU-NESS!! :D i have decided to make my own survey too!

my printer is out of ink since what? the PAST CENTURY?? (n my bro aint refillin it!!!) n i'm not goin to college tomorrow.. so i wont get to print and photpcopy my survey forms!!! ARGH! but none the less... thanks to msn! (for once msn's useful and it didnt fail me!) i sent the forms to my friends and got them to fill in the forms for me :D

with that... i also realised.. that i dont have much guys on my contacts' list!! FAIL! *lalala* well.. got la.. but they're not online... *DOUBLE FAIL!* aihz...

however, i came across something rather amusing... MR CHANG WERN SERN couldnt find the '/' button! so he used a 'y' to tick the boxes! HAHAHAHA! (well... it mite be normal to some of you.. but i found it FUNNY la :P)

and finally, i am very thankful that you guys and girls helped me fill in the forms! *hugs*

7 down... 93 more to go!! *yikes*

Starbucks?

it's 12.21 am now and i'm sitting in front of the computer, beside a stand fan waiting for my hair to dry... i'm supposed to be doin my macro econs' assignment... but then i found out that... we DONT HAVE any assignments for the chapter we learnt last week! and NEITHER do we have any quiz on tuesday!!! *woohooooo!!!* so ere i am... BLOGGIN! *teehee*

just came back from a PARTY (in the presence of the Lord of course :P) but i will blog about it later because i forgot to take a pic of the shirt i bought and i'm lazy to go upstairs :P

anyways... (i realise i use this word all the time... but cant help it cuz it's the only word that i can think of that links 1 thing with another thing which commpletely DOES NOT link! arent i a GENIUS?? :P)

see the cup below? and the yellow liquid in it? no... it's not urine... neither is it any new tea from starbucks... it's some BITTER chinese drink!!! *yucks* called 'yong sam sou' -its direct translation will be 'goat heart beard' :D why do i have to drink it? well.. cuz apparently it cleanses the system of me body... so yea... dot.. take a deep breath and GULP! *YUCKS*

As you can see... this is a totally pointless post! hehehe...

500

another sleepy-ing day!! but i believed yue would agree with me that we had the sense of accomplishment! :D

woke up at 7.15 to go for my EIGHT AM anthropology class on a SATURDAY!!! ARGH!!! was late again... *blushes* then had QUIZ!!! i knew about it la.. that's why was studying the past few nights... got not bad results for it. but that was about it.. nothing special ever happened/ happens in anthro class... unless some1 farted la... then i would laugh! the lecturer's a bore! anyways.. enough of sad stuffs! now for the fun ones!

we had our community day today in college! boy was the emcee ANNOYING!! he talked non stopped! and it's not like he had the manly kinda voice that will make u go Ga-ga! *FAIL!*

*oops* fun stuffs dot! FUN STUFFS!!!

our in-the-process-of-being-happening Leo Club sold Dunkin Donuts and Float. it was super duper tiring!!! did i mention that we sold FIVE HUNDRED donuts?? from 11am-5pm! our backs were stiffed and my heel hurt! dont even know its cause :( but yes! we sold ALL 500 donuts!!! :D the floats didnt really sell well cause the weather was exceptionally COOLING, it even RAINED! -.-"

the tiredness was in the end rewarded cause our donuts were SOLD OUT and we managed to cover cost and make a profit! =)

didnt get to take our trademark pic cuz sab left early. so we took a whacky pic *teehee*

If Tomorrow Never Comes

Today was really sleepy-ing for me cuz last nite i slept at 3!!! (not that i was partying... i was STUDYING!!! :( ) and i woke up late this morning! was supposed to go to college at 10 for a movie shooting for my sweeties' movie class... (i'm sorry for being late!)

got to college, did my make up (just the eyes la :D) oh ya! i'm acting as a PSYCHOLOGIST!!! my dream profession! HOWEVER!!! the dot has never acted as a professional before! my acting experience...
1. 1 of Gaston's girls singing by the streets in Beauty and the Beast
2. a Japanese evil queen
3. Mrs. Tea Pot in Beauty and the Beast
4. Samantha, a spoilt brat for my LAN project
5. An Evil Queen for my public speaking play

*just in case u didnt realise... out of the 5 times i acted... 3 were evil characters! n the other 2 CARTOON characters! so mana ada PROFESSIONAL le?? *STRESS!!*
and i realised that professionals DO NOT show any signs of disgust neither much facial expressions when they speak to... ANYBODY! (unless their own family & friends la) and i've gotta talk to 5 psychos! DOUBLE STRESS!

u should see the ammount of retakes we had to do just for me to walk professionally into the room *blushes*

but none the less it was FUN! cuz i've got a passion for acting! and since i'm a PROFESSIONAL PSYCHOLOGIST wannabe... this is a good training ground for me- to look professional and not arrogant *teehee* not easy k! :P

so i really thank my sweeties for including me into their movie! by the way... it's called 6 petals of Rose. it's not my production hence i will not say much about it... u go figure what the storyline's all about la! :P

that was the BEGINNING of my day!!! went home with my Garfield eyes (-.-) and found out something shocking...

my friend Zack got into an accident!! He was cycling and he decided to cross the road behind a bus! (not very smart of him) guess he didnt see the taxi comin... n he got knocked! His skull fractured, his brains bled and he had blood clots in his brains! my heart dropped when i heard the news cuz he was such a young boy!! bout form 2 or 3 only! and i practically saw him grew up! i thank God He answers prayers. the doctor said Zack would be fine after the operation. now he's still in the ICU.

How much time do u have left with you? 1 of the Bond movies was TOMORROW NEVER DIES... yea.. true! but what if YOU die! have u lived your life with no regrets? (i know i lived my TODAY with no regrets! :) ) have u said your 'i Love you's and your 'I'm sorry's? What are you waiting for?

So tell that someone that you love,
just what you're thinking of,
If tomorrow never comes

-Ronan Keating's If Tomorrow Never Comes-

*do keep Zack in your prayers*

She knows me =)

cant remember if i blogged bout me being satisfied even for small little things that happen in my daily life... anyways... today i had 1 of those moments that made me know i was the most blessed girl on Earth!

i was bathing and this feeling just came... i felt like eating longan tau fu fah!!!

usually i make them (cuz i understand mommy's very busy :D) but i'm super busy with assignments (which i have managed to finish by the grace & mercy of Him :D :D) and quizzies... so i didnt say anything about it...

went to college... had lots of laughs (that was b4 class started) In class... stoned and flew to Africa while Yue conquered Japan and was at Korea when Sab and i called her; planned for next week's mini picnic in comp class *muahahahahaha* (HEY! at least we paid attention to the lecturer k! :P)

then i went home (thanks girl for sending me home! *hugs*) and i saw some greens in the kitchen!! PANDAN LEAVES!!! (1 of the ingredients used to make the longan tau fu fah!!) Mommy knew wat's on my mind!!

Mommy, this is for you!:

-GOD SENT-

Mommy, you are God sent,

I'd just mumble and you'd know what i meant;

You read me inside out,

You were there whenever i pout.

Misunderstandings we might have,

Sometimes on purpose i turn deaf;

But when all things fail,

Your love remains real.

You gave up your time,

To earn every dime;

To ensure i was fed,

To see all my needs met.

I wanna say thank you,

For simply being you;

I promise i'll listen to you,

Because Mommy, I LOVE YOU!

Today caused me to think... if my mom knew me... what more my Creator? Thank You Lord for givng me an amazing mom!

(now i know what should be in my Mother's Day card ;) )

My mom and i!

(i noticed i posted this pic b4... i also noticed this is the only pic we took since my MANY cam whoring sessions!!! SOMETHING has to be DONE! and something WILL BE done!! ;) )

something tells me i'm into something good =)

... i smiled at the song used by Gardenia's new ad...

wat have i been up to for the pass few days?

answer: Stoning to the fact that i have absolutely NO clue on how to do my computers' assignment!! (somebody pls slap me with notes on how Computer's have Changed the Defense Syetem in the World!)

how was my emotional chart for the pass week?

answer: steadily peaking until mid of the week where it PLUNGED! :( but after hearing a bit of the song.. and finally getting a few articles on the topic of my assignment... i felt a lil better; hence the rise =)

analysis of the 1st part of the grapgh....

the only part i could remember was getting 18/20 for my macro econs :D which is like all smiles for me cuz i have no interest in the subject (it's super boring!) however it's easy to understand la...*teehee*

then y the plunge?

Cuz my midterms does not consist only of Econs! my ethics paper seems to be goin down the drain.. :( and i have a no good antropology lecturer that is so fussy til i believe he cant even remember wat he fusses about which at the end of the day gets us into TROUBLE! *ARGH*

HOWEVER!!!

i'm holding on to the prayers i've received since the end of last year til... NOW la... :D

His favor is upon me!! I've seen His hand upon me since the day i started college...

Still remembered my 1st sem when ms Vila made a group of us do LAN and only LAN! and i had ppl tell me that to do LAN when i'm actually on a scholarship for a year is a WASTE of time bla bla bla..

BUT!! it was thru that class that a journey called FRIENDSHIP began! ;) i met...

ppl say pictures paint a thousand words... but i think no need so many la... just 3 words enough d...

*SIAO CHAR BOs!*

and guess what!!! the LAN format changed after our sem! it got HARDER! muahahahaha! *oops* :P

then in our fall sem... we did chemistry... aihz... didnt get A... BUT!!! the format changed after our sem AGAIN! and... it got HARDER!!- they now have to write essays!! and all we had was MCQs and a lil calculations :D (i'm starting to sympathize those that came after us... but u guys can do it k! *hugs*) btw i got a B la.. so not that bad oni.. wakakakakka!

And not forgetting Public Speaking (still the reigning champion for the FUN-nest subject ever in ADP) we made our speeches in normal classroom settings.. but now... they have to do it on the stage!

well... after saying that.. it's undeniable that the standards are now higher.. and the experience others got mite be better...

but WHO CARES! i've been there, done my best and now MOVING ON with HIM leading my way! ;)

so to those that are emo-ing bout the situation u are goin thru now... dont be upset! cause the ones after you mite have a tougher time! *cheeks up!* know that God's in control of EVERYTHING! *hugs*

Long Live the QUEEN!

I believe the cake says it all =)
Yin and Yang? Michael and Jackson? neh...
WE present to you....
SAB & DOT!

the SCB trademark! *MuaxXie*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAL!! LOVE YA!

To Infinity and BEYOND!!

:D It was Jay Sonn's 21 birthday!!! (26.02.2007) hence... we did something SPECIAL!! hehehe...

Our Birthday Boy

Our SS camera girl on her joy ride... *oops!* :P i'm pretty amazed i could fit into that thing... (a video was taken but it is only for personal keeping :P)

STARKIDS!

(we were given sticker name tags each n on it wrote "Star Kid ____")

Once again.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAY SONN!

... we conquered STARSHIP GALACTICA!!

(Most memories of this party were recorded in videos... hence the limited pics :P)

All Shook Up =)

It's dessert frenzy this time around! EARTHQUAKE!!!

hehe... it's a promotion done by Swensen's! see the 2 bowls of ice cream? it's 50% off each bowl... which means u can eat 2 bowls for the price of 1!

*yums*

muahahahaha! 8 scoops to myself!!! muahahahahaha!

*BURRRRP* :P
hehehe... that most certainly did not happen cuz i would have exploded if i had to finish the whole bowl of ice cream. N my dad would have snatched the bowl from me! *he loves me* hehe!

This was wat REALLY happened! went there to treat my niece and nephew cuz it's their birthday! (they skipped tuition for ice cream! *oops! shhh!!!*)

WARNING!!

pls have a piece of tissue in your hand before scrolling down... cuz u wont wanna flood ur keyboard with ur drool...

Words cant describe them

check out the choc sauce flowing off the MUD PIE! *sinfulicious*

Wat's a girl nite out without some camwhoring :P

Just when u think ppl oni get drunk with alcohol... WATER has the same effect too!

Merry-Go-Round

:D i'm terrible with directions.. if u know me well... u'll be smilin to urself by now.. *blushes*

last Sat morn, woke up at 9.30 (supposedly 9... but my flesh was weak hence it succumbed to the call of my bed :P) to go to coll and then head off to STEEL RIVER (translation for SG. BESI :P) to send the clothes we collected for the Johor victims (i know we're a lil behind time... but it's the thot that counts rite? :D)

Yue's daddy led us. *thanks uncle!* (cuz i think it was very kind and patient of him to wake up as early for a joy ride with a bunch of DESTINY CHANGERS a.k.a us la :P) ANYWAYS... thanks to not-very-helpful road signs... we made a total of 3 rounds around the industrial area somewhere in the middle of NO WHERE! (yes.. i actually realised that we were going round in circles thanks to the VOIR billboard and AUTO BAVARIA! not bad for a direction blind gal rite? :P)

But it was a fun ride for me.. well..

1. i didnt have to stress bout driving ma.. n i believed i was in GOOD hands (Allie was the driver ;) )

2. altho it was a lil sunny, we had GOOD air-con! n i was smart enuf to wear shorts :D

3. there was a CONSTANT flow of traffic.. so NO jams! :D :D

4. we (i was the only 1 excited over it tho.. *blushes*) discovered something which i tot was CUTE! presenting...

:D it's a lil blur.. cuz it was taken when the car was MOVING! skilled i am :P

And finally! our destination! They actually expect people to notice a small sign like this! ( I had to zoom in despite being next to the sign!) FAIL!

the GANG!

top row from left: Ban Leng, Joel, Zidane

Bottom row from left: Allie, Yue, Moi, Miling

-Good Job peeps! *hugs*

Just in case you all couldnt read the pic of the sign board which i took... the place we went to was a school.. and it has this HUGE compound! very big field.. very green.. kinda made me miss the Cameron retreat *sobb sobbs*

Let the pictures do the Talking =)

Then...

(Long LONG time ago... prolly 4-5 yrs? :D)

Now!!!

Arent we pretty? :P

(25.03.2007)

Of Fries and Fingers

(April 2006)

My passion...

FOOD! :D

(somewhere in early Feb 2007)

^ the EVER HOT aunt and her niece :P

(11.03.2007)

Hot aunt =P

yesterday was my niece- Melanie's birthday (some ppl tell me that the title niece and nephew only applies to the children of your siblings... but coming from a typical chinese family... the whole title thing is VERY important... so somehow la.. i ended up as an aunt at SIX!! anyways...) she's 12 now!

i did a lil math after telling em that...

see... my niece's got a brother- Nicholas... my nephew la... he's turning 13 at the end of this month! =)

and i'm turning 19 this year... so hoh...

15 years down the line...

Nicholas will be 28, Melanie 27 and me... hehe... 34

by then, both of them will most likely be married... and have their own kids RITE???
that means i'll be a GRANDanut!!!

i'll be a HOT grandaunt! muahahahahahahaha!

*this is a friendly reminder: this is MY blog... so i get to SS as much as i want! muahahahahaha! :P

all smiles! =)

today's a very happeee day for me! :D

exams over!!! i can finally breathe!! (well... for one day la.. cuz got many assignments due soon!! oh well... happy tots dot, happy tots!)

yes! exams... mid terms... aihz.. no eye see! God, I did my part, it's Your turn now :D so readers, wait for my good news k!

but then hoh... can i emofy a lil?? i miss acting!!! i seriously do! i'm now listening to the songs i used for my play... all the sweet memories!! =) me cant stop smiling!!!

oh ya! and i've been excited the whole week... wanna know why??? cuz of STRONGER!! (i kinda lazy to download the flyer... :P) but i believe it's gonna be fun fun FUN!!! (btw, it's a concert by my church la :D) will get some pics k!

i know it's bout time i posted something that rhymes that's happy... considering my previous posts that sounds emo-fied (but just to make things clear... it's good emo k! cuz He loves me! ;) ) HOWEVER, i wrote this 2 days back... and i'm to happy now i cant really gather my tots to write something happi-fying ^^"

ere it is, i call it... I NEED YOU

In the absence of my mind i did a lil math,
What would life be if i didnt follow Your path;
To party all night, sing 'I Did It My Way',
To live a life that has gone astray.

Life without You seemed a bundle of fun,
It wont be as boring as the one's lived by a nun;
Alcohol, boys, to be checked and done,
So what if i'm broke by the end of the month?

As i calculated, the fun was gone,
Life without You = i cant carry on;
Dead ends, stress, hurts and pain,
The 'fun' i had was all in vain.

It's no wonder why You kept calling,
You went on talking even when i wasnt listening;
You were always there knocking on my door,
My sins and shame on the cross You bore.

What took me so long to realise,
What was it that blinded my eyes?
Since the beginning it was You,
This is my confession- I need You!

I Love You too! =)

A thousand pieces shattered i was,
I tried to fix me but a piece was lost;
UHU, Elephant and Super Glue,
I tried everything but my days remained blue.

They told me You are a special potter,
You mend hearts and make them feel better;
But i thought to me, I dont deserve Your time,
Why would You mend this heart of mine?

You assured me once, You assured me twice,
That the words of the enemy are nothing more but lies;
I felt a certain burden lifted from me,
As You embraced me and said, "My child be free."

Be free from shattered-ness,
For I have made you whole;
Be free from loneliness,
For I will walk with you till your days of old.

The missing piece was finally found,
My heart was free, i was no longer bound;
My life is now colored, no longer just blue,
I owe this to You, thank You and i love You too! =)

...tears to my eyes...

Before the world began, you were on His mind
And every tear you cry, is precious in His eyes
Because of His great Love, He gave His only Son
Everything was done, so you would come...

Nothing you can do, to make Him love you more
Nothing that you've done, would make Him close the door
Because of His great Love, He gave his only Son
Everything was done, so you would come...

Come to the Father, though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives, He will take them all
The power of the Word, the power of His blood
Everything was done so you would come...

the song above never fails to bring tears to my eyes... it reminds me of how much He loves me :) oh ya! and so... i wrote this:

Darkness came, i was filled with fright,
There was nothing i could do but break down and cry;
Then a still small voice said: 'Let there be light',
I turned and saw You, my shinning knight.

You took my hand and held me close,
You smiled and touched my little nose;
Guilty tears rolled down my cheeks,
I knew you've missed me for many weeks.

Where have i been, what have i done??
Ashamed I was , so i tried to run;
But You said to me, "No, I wont let go,
I love you, and that you must know."

How can i deny Your sweet sweet love,
Your peace and joy that comes from above;
Many years, aimless i roamed,
Now in Your arms, i'm finally HOME. :)

hehe... it was done in 15 mins la.. so pls pardon my amature-ness k! :P and yes! my VERY SS bestie asked me to include this--> EMILY IS SO LOVELY (she claims that it rhymes -.-")

p.s Em: see! told ya i'll add it in my blog! :P

but yes, it's been a roller coaster ride for me, and girl, i really thank you for standing by me. and of course my many many sweeties that stood by me when i needed them. Love you Girls!! muaxX!