Look Who's Talking!

bb: wah!!! cheh cheh... wat's that u holding? can eat 1 ar??

dot: *makes funny faces to make baby laugh*

bb: haha! cheh cheh u so funny la! u want me to laugh?? let me bite that thingy in ur hand lo! i hungry la!!

bb: ooh! it's a camera! aiyo! shy la! *covers face with bolster*


bb: aihz... since u try so hard... i shall give in la! this is my NEW stunt! i call it...

CUTIE ON BUM BUM! :P

she is soO CUTE!!! (erm... parents wannabe(s)... pls dont drool over ur keyboards :P)

This is WAR!!!

i was thinkin of what to blog about... cause bloggin bout college will only flush my ever-so-SWEET image down the drain!!! :P so yea.. i was goin thru my turtledoves' blogs... and it was then that i saw wat she wrote!!!

this post is dedicated to ms Leeza FOO!

aiyah!
James Franco is soO much better than orlando bloom k! cause i only remember him as LEGOLAS! he got famous over that character... which PATHETICALLY portrayed him as some gaya-fied ELF! (which is more like GAY-fied to me) tell me! how can one run up and down an over sized elephant to shoot arrows that never run out?

HMPH! right back at you! *bluek*

Sunny Summer!

aiyo yo! the sun was scorching hot this morning! and genius me wore black ><" HOT!!!

yesterday was the 1st day of me Summer sem! but guess what? it RAINED in the morning! the temptation to stay in bed! and the JAM! ARGH!

what's worse?? i reach college only to find out that my class was in the AFTERNOON!!! oh the STUPIDITY!!!

things didnt work out on my 1st day la.. one of our best and fun lecture was sent to another faculty... and of all the faculties.. the BUSINESS one! ish! makes the whole fact change from blue to PURPLE!!! ARGH!

then my scholarship's half hanging now!!! it'll seriously take a miracle to get it extended cause SEGi bluff people!!! (dont come and talk to me about black and white la! your college already filled with average and poor students (academic wise)... now all you can do is make pathetic adverts to let ppl know about your college... all you care is about money... letting the public see and sense your presence.... what's the good of a big and beautiful building? the service? CRAP! talk about LONG TERM PUBLICITY! FAIL!!! if they had a lil wisdom still intact in their money-minded brain... they would have realised that they should TREASURE their scholars!!!) sigh... am i considering leaving the college? if they give me another semester of rubbish... and if my ADP no longer gives me the joy in carrying on... YES! i will consider!
p/s: DEAR THE MANAGEMENT OF SEGI SUBANG JAYA... IF YOU EVER COME ACROSS THIS BLOG, YES I AM TALKING ABOUT YOUR PATHETIC COLLEGE!

*phew* such HEAT!

admist all the nonsense, i was still happy cause i met my SWEETIES! we're all in good condition! so that's GOOD! :D
got my results... i IMPROVED! *wakakakaka* altho i aint happy with the Bs i got.. cause i think the lects... namely KEN and RAMU! for Anthro... none in the class got an A! and for Com... it's a disgrace! i think i'm gonna demand that i'm shown how i got my B!!
the good news: my A's! :D i believe they were all close calls... cause it's 89 and above for an A... and my accumulated marks gave me very slim chances of ever seeing that A... nevertheless, God was GoOoD! (btw, i did NOT see the B's coming cause both ARGH-I-FYING lecturers did NOT show us our accumulated marks!)

today's my day off! tried to get the PTPTN form... but my college ran out of them.. and we tried the banks.. but still tak dapat... so nvm la! shall apply for it the next sem!

now is BEDTIME! :D

Geck-U, Geck-I, Geck-O!

These were taken on Manda's birthday. her dad has this cool collection of geckos! (it's cool for him la... but over my dead body will i keep them :P)

um... the uncle did tell me names of the geckos... but my dory memory couldnt even register human names... what more creepy crawlies? :S

but i guess the 1 above has the word LEOPARD in its name :D

Generation X

Attempts were made to take a picture that portrayed the majestic gecko... but the camera girl was too afraid to go any closer... the pictures were taken with her camera zoomed to the MAX! :P

p/s: The camera girl was not injured during the process of picture takin :P

The Dot's goin International!

*woohoOoO*

check this out!

My Hips Dont Lie-->　 2006.08.16
... of me la (he always say i'm an impulsiv e buyer ><) Oh ya... did i mention that we took bus, KTM n den LRT to get to MV?? wah!! all the public transportations in the world man!! Thanks to Sab we didnt get lost. To those of you that... http://dorothytaneileen.blogspot.com/

블로그명 : each masterpiece begins with a DOT :P

this is copied from a korean web page called:

not only this...

some French person added me on msn...

i'm also on the Germany Google page! (whatever u call it :P)

as happening as it may seem... i'm kinda freaked out.. having so many unknown ppl reading me... *yikes*

but then again... i think there's no need of being paranoid... cause no one's stalking me :P

It Ends Tonight

*pouts* today's the LAST day of my holiday :( so yea... what have i done in the span of 3 weeks?

WORK! told ya i have a room to myself :P

see the blind thingy?? it's the WINDOW lo!

Pins and Needles!

Happy Birthday Girlie! *muax*

working really drained me... the only time i had left to myself were the WEEKENDS! i had packed weekends.

The first was Cell and Momma's Day!

The 2nd... FAB FRIDAY!!

And my final weekend... ARE YOU LOUD ENUF?

*no pics were taken cause i was super busy during the event... and the official camera mans for the days have not posted up the pics... :P*

Resonance:
the music was.. KENG!
i had a lil problem enjoying the concert tho... cause me no know their songs *blushes* but i bet kawan had a great time! (rite kawan?)

the same band led worship yesterday. this time better cause they sang songs that we knew! :D and we warmed up to their songs the nite b4 ma ;)

that was my 3 weeks of hols! was it productive? i would say... YES!

but since i've not been resting enough thru out my hols... i shall go NAP now! :P

DOROTHY

today i went with my neighbor (aka boss) to her children's kindergarTen (i always spelled it as kindergarDen... and i tot the "T" was a mistake done by others... mana tau!! now i'm convinced that i was the 1 in the wrong la.. *blushes* so to those of you that think as i thot... u've learnt something from Dot's blog today! :P)

we went there to get the children's report book. then the teachers told boss about her children's progress *ladilada* it was then that i noticed one file with my name on it! well not the exact same name la... but DOROTHY was written on it! (another DOT! :D) i thot to myself.. COOL! cause not many ppl have my name... it's UNIQUE! :P

then i was listening to the teacher... *ladilada* then i heard a voice call... DOROTHY... i turned... but in my heart i knew no one there knew my name la... cause i didnt have my usual neon-flash-lights sign with my name on it with me when i entered the kindergarTen :P

this happened quite a number of times... i was like IGNORE it!!! until the moment when my neighbor was talking to the 2nd teacher... another teacher sitting pretty near me... called loudly.. DOROTHY! this time i turned real quick! it was like a reflex kinda thing... but i nearly burst out in laughter (of embarrassment *blushes*) cause she wasnt calling ME! *shy* (it came to my mind again that she doesnt know my name! so the bio thingy bout reflexes is true! it says that when an action in a reflex... the impulse does NOT reach the brain... u know.. the you-will-take-your-hand-away-from-a-hot-pot thing... cause it only struck me that she doesnt know my name after i turned! THERE! you've learnt ANOTHER thing from Dot's blog today :P) (erm... all ye medical students... if the reflex-impulse thingy i wrote has mistakes... dont bother correcting it... SAVE ME SOME FACE LA! :P my bio karat-ed... *blushes*)

it was later that i realised who was the other Dorothy.... i was like.. hmm... do we look alike... i noticed the complexion la... she had fair skin like me! well... all thanks to POLLUTION and STRESS!!! my flawless fair skin is now blemished! NoOOoOOO!!! *wails till siemens vibrates* but it's obvious that I was the cuter kid la! *wakakakkaka* now i'm just BEAUTIFUL! *WAKAKAKAKAKA* (noticed the caps? :P)

so that was when DOROTHY met dorothy! :P
(now the question remains... will relive the legend created (and still in the progress) by THE DOT?? *teehee*)

Getting on My Nerves!!!

ARGH! this is so irritating! i totally HATE working with inefficient people!

i have officially finished all my archive work... so there's practically NOTHING left for me to do... besides regular courier work la... and a lil filing ere and there...

BUT!!!

some jokers just had to come with nonsense!

this was the conversation...
she had the cheek to tell me that...
woman: "hehe.. when i file hoh... i also dunno how to file anymore cause the files are FULL..."
in my mind: "WHAT?? how much is siemens payin you by the way?? (whatever the ammount is.. siemens is WASTING it!) ever considered using a NEW file??"
woman: the file is labeled "For Year 2006/2007... but in this file hoh.. even got documents from 2002!!"
in my mind: then why didnt u take them out for ARCHIVE??? or.. why didnt you file them somewhere else???

*thru out the conversation... i just gave her the cold smile...*

i mean.. i understand you've got LOTS of work to do... which INCLUDES filing... if she used a lil of her brain juice to figure out how to make her filing life easier... she wouldnt have so MUCH to do!

now that the files are thicker than my thighs! of course they'll take up lots of time to redo them la!

i totally do not understand why ppl can be so 'smart'!
if i was boss... HA! they can start packing up! waste production time; waste company money!

worse of all... waste DOT's TIME!!! FAIL AR!!! and what more! on the day when my thumb is hurting! do you know how hard it is to work with a painful thumb??

i bet she could sense the coldness from me when she was tellin me what to do... well... i HOPE she DID! cause i dont waste my smiles on unproductive ppl that not only slows things down for themselves, but OTHERS too!

now u've seen the other side of Dot, the pissed off side! so better stay away when u decide to be inefficient and unproductive!

ish! i'm so happy that this is my 2nd last day!

Who say?!

it's a stereotype that PRETTY girls like ME only go with good lookin guys... (wakakaka! major case of SSS :P)

well... i do have a soft spot for cuter guys la... like LEE HOM! *blushes* but hoh... i found out that i also like not so good lookin guys lo! as long as they have a voice that could melt even ROCKS (wat more my heart *teehee*) or play any instrument (the triangle n the clam thingy does NOT count ya! cause those are MY specialization -if there's such a word :P)

if can sing and play instuments... then... *blushes* :P

examples of such people will be Jay Chou and J J Lin!! how can 1 not fall in love with such talents? :P

but maxim not counted la... cause to me... he's WEIRD... he gives me the impression of an abusive individual...

wat's the point of this post? it's labelled RAMBLINGS... it's POINTLESS!! :P

This Is What You Get

for not conditioning your hair after washing it the night before u sleep--- a BAD HAIR DAY the next day

for having itchy fingers that likes peeling toe nails and fingernails--- a bleeding toe! (my toe nail still hanging at my toe... cant cut it off... neither can i peel it off! somebody HELP ME!!! :( )

for dunno what reason also!--- a hurting thumb

for not looking in the mirror in the morning after dressing up--- a messed up collar!
(i dont have a mirror in my room... i dont want 1 either... cause i've got WILD imaginatons... :S)

Brains Shutting Down in...

5... 4... 3... 2... 1...


*beep beep* it is safe to SLEEP now!

aiyo! i'm super sleepy! no hp.. cant sms...
i only have 1 bar of choc wafer...

if wishes do come true... i wish for a MILLION more wishes!!! and then i'd wish to be in COLD STORAGE now... so i can buy all the snacks!!! :D

hmm... there i was complainin that i'm gettin fatter... ere i am craving for snacks!! ai yai yai!!

i want my bed!!! actually any bed will do la... i just want the permission to SLEEP!!! :(

How Many Friends Will it Take?

just when each of us wake up to a new day,
just as we breathe in the air,
just as we see the sun and feel its warmth,
just as we have the ability to smile at the fact that we have another day to be around our loved ones...

but what if all of these are taken away from you?
to say goodbye to your loved ones i secondary...
the question is...
DO YOU KNOW WHAT'S NEXT?
what's next after u breathe your last?
reincarnation? u become an angel?

i woke up this morning to something i'm unable to accept...
my primary classmate passed away...
19 years of age,
what has he seen?
what has he done for himself?
what has he accomplished?

to say R.I.P brother is just so... unappropriate...
how can he rest in peace witout having Jesus in his life?
there is NO reincarnation, you DONT become an angel... neither do u roam about earth hauting people... how do i know such things? cause it's stated in the Bible that Heaven and Hell are REAL! we humans have souls, 1 thing that separates us from them; the reason why it's ok to kill a mosquito! and NOT a human. because they dont have souls but we DO!
our souls go to either Heaven or Hell... i dont care bout hell... i want all my sweeties to be in Heaven...
but how do we get there?
it's not the donation you make to orphanage homes,
it's not the seat u gave the granny in the bus,
neither is it the fame and fortune u gathered on earth!
it's JESUS! He's the KEY to heaven! (it's stated in the bible too!)

one way for u to know if what i say is REALLY true... is for u to DIE! but that will be too late, wouldnt it?
How hard is it to accept someone that LOVES you and DIED for YOU!

we werent that close back in primary days... but something could have been done to reach out to him! i missed that opportunity... i couldnt find that door.... now it's shut FOREVER!
accidents have happened, now a life is taken... how many friends will it take for you to wake up and sense the urgency to reach out?

God is speaking, but are you LISTENING?

*slaps self*

i left my Hp at HOME!!!!

aiyo!!! geram aku! i left it on the dining table!!! (Dot! this is a lesson for you! put ur hp into ur bag next time!!) :( now i'll be hp-less for the next 12 hours! (including the hours i'll be in church)

aiyo!!! altho my social circle not that big... i dont exactly msg the World... BUT!!! it's part of me ma! i feel more secured with it around! at least i can call HOME when i need to!

nvm.. i shall have mcDs for lunch to cheer me up! =)

Walking with GIANTS!

*looks up and go oOoOOOOoooOohhh*

Siemens is now filled with kuai loS cause they're having some meeting la...
i just got into the eleveator with 2 of them... and the expression above was the exact 1 that i gave when i saw them! they are soO tall!!! i'm barely at their shoulders! (i'm not short k! my height happens to within the average height of asian women :P) but i didnt OOOH so loudly la... *blushes*

makes me wonder... out of so many kuai los y no good looking ones?

guess the good looking ones are all in Hollywood *pouts* :P

and 1 more thing... i think i'm gettin FATTER!!!

this is soO not happening!!! usually i'll bloat (tummy area) when i go to a new environment... so i'm hoping real hard that the bloating's caused by the environment i'm in!!!
i used to think that i should gain some flesh around my arms... best is my wrist la...(cause i've got a iny wrist) BUT!!! i dont think so now! i'm perfectly happy with my all skin and bones physic and my very thin legs!(speaking of that... i kinda think my thighs are getting fatter toO!!!! i soO hope i'm just SEEING THINGS! :S)

this calls for sit ups! but i cant do it... cause i get all giddy when i go down and up... :(

HOW????

Fly High Up In The Sky!

championship record! i reached office before 9 today! i usually get to the office around 9.30-10... not my fault k... the boss of the department is my driver! *MUAHAHAHAHA* thank God they no know my blog :P

last 2 nite my hands "itched" so i go peel my toe nail... *pouts* then yesterday i wore my blue whatever-name-you-call-it shoes... and i walked quite a bit... now my toe bengkak!!! cause i peeled too deep *pouts* so today i wore flats :D

was toO sleepy this morning that i struggled to get up from bed... as a result.. i didnt get to change the cd... so MLTR's gonna teman me for another day! :D

they say that when one complains that music is too loud... then that person's gettin old... well... i am getting older when it comes to the numbers added to my age... but i'm starting to like songs that are not from the 80's and OLDER! hmm... must have been the exposure i had from my sweeties!

it's muscle building time! with that i mean ARCHIVING! heavy files they are! :S

stay tuned for more ramblings of the DOT =)

ALL THE BEST!!!!

to all my sweeties that are goin thru A-levels now...

ALL THE BEST YA!!!

i know it's kinda impossible to not be stressed...

but look at it this way... you've done ur best in revising... from CORNER TO CORNER of EACH page...

God'll take care of the rest!

no man can shut the door God has opened for you! He has a destiny for each and everyone of you! by His Grace and Mercy, HE WILL CARRY YOU THROUGH!

and all my sweeties say???

AMEN! =)

RAGE

so close... TOO CLOSE!

i was this close to shouting out the other word for a female dog in my office when i read what u wrote!!! never in my life was i this close to saying it out loud!

cant... breathe!

haha! the irony... the song that's playing on my mp3 now is BREAKING MY HEART by MLTR!!

What on Earth have i done to deserve this??

i know! this is what you get for NOT listening to the people that REALLY LOVE you!

after catching my breath... i realised how terrible i can be being affected by rage!
but i aint givin the devil a foothold of me!

i need a break from you, it's for the better. Cause the temptation of being mean is just so great that i have decided to FLEE from you! so if u have some sense and know who you are, LEAVE ME ALONE!

BZB

abandoned my blog for 2 whole days last week cause i was BUSY!!! it's a happy busy :D

after half days work on thurs, i took leave to go SHOPPIN!!! *muahahaha* (eh! it wasnt fr myself k... i did it for many other ppl :P)

went for lunch with karen and gwen and su and aunty karen and felicia and baby ranee and her maid at PICCADILLY (i tried to remember how they spelled their name... but after 5 days... i kinda forgot la :P)

then.. it was SHOPPIN!! :D manda and 1 went to Jaya to get pins from Glad Sounds for our guests on F.A.B... but ar... we did a lil math... and realised.. it'll cost us a BOMB! so we scraped that idea after consulting karen... then we tried looking for other stuffs... *la di la da* finally we decided we couldnt buy anything for the guests... cause estimating the number of them (80++)... we cant buy anything that cost more than RM 1 each.. neither can we buy anything cheaper than RM 1 cause they mite just throw the gift away :( so we did blessed draw shoppin instead :D

cold storage's a fun place to shop for snacks cause they've got all the CUTE stuffs u can get! (but that's if u dont mind the price tags la... *lalala*)

took us bout 3 hours before we headed back to church to WRAPZ! now the entire wrappin crew knows that Leonardo DOT Vinci cant wrap! :( but that's NOT true! i can wrap gifts! i just kinda lost my touch *sobb sobb* and i'm pretty slow-mo-ed when it comes to art and craft...

then it was JAM-ME-HOME! *aihz...* the result of too many cars + too lil roads + too lil smart town planners (or whatever u call those ppl that decides how many roads to make)

FRIDAY
Met up with my sweeties! surprised dearie yue mei... ALONE! cause sab was stucked in our poor public transportation system! (pictures will be posted up when my internet connection at home decides to come to its senses and WORK! *argh* another reason y i didnt update my blog the past 2 days...)

anyways... ere's a shout out to my sweetie YUE MEI!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to YUE! *muaxX*

LUNCH! went to taipan with Yue to this shop opposite of burger king.. the food was not bad.. a lil too salty tho.. but with a hungry stomach and anything served hot and savoury will do for dot la.. :P (now we've got another lunch place after classes in the future! :D)

Are you F.A.B enough?

after that i went home to crash cause i needed all the rest i could get before MAMAKING!!! anchoring games for the night for 200 ppl aint no easy task! but i wanna give another shout out to BEN AND CHRISTINA for standing by me...

A ZILLION THANKS TO BEN & CHRISTINA!!

(the throwin ur ego out the window and be a clown wasnt a challenge to me.. cause i'm used to doin that.. even when it's unintentionally.. teehee! *blushes*) but it is thru this that i really se the importance of TEAMWORK! and being on ur toes cause plans can CHANGE!!

one thing tat i hope all of us YOUNG ppl can learn... when u go to an event... PARTICIPATE and have FUN! cause whatever event it maybe, it's YOU that will make it a fun and memorable 1! pls dont just sit there and stone and then later complain that *yerr.. the emcee so lame la... or... *yerr the games so wu liao la... (of course i didnt hear of any complains la... if i did, i would have executed karen's idea, to lock them up in the store room and let the mosquitoes FEAST! *muahahaha :P)

DBKL in action!

hehe... the teh tarik game made a mess at the canopy area cause some jokers we had didnt know how to tarik teh! Daniel was one of them... (the instruction was that the empty cup must be around their stomach level.. and the cup with the tea must be tarik-ed till above their heads...) but ar... he and some others... so genius... go pour the teh from above their heads... so guess what?? they SPILLED tea all over the place lo... aihz... but it was fun watching them do that (at that moment, cleaning up was secondary; it's all about having FUN! :D)

oh ya! i forgot to mention prep part for the nite! while all the LAM YANS were carrying tables and chairs, the LUI YANS we squeezing lime! the BIG ones! hard stuffs le! but i had a good time juicing them. now my fingers ber-muscles! :D

and yes, before all the work started... we reached church at 6 to do the prep work... it was then that I GOT KNOCKED BY A CAR door!!!

*Teehee* the expression that i got from most of the ppl i told this to was o.o --> OOO but this shows how much u guys care for me!!! so loves! :D (well of course i got my -.- after saying the word DOOR la... *teehee*) eh! altho it was only the door... it hit right on my hip bone... and u know me la.. all skin and bones... so.. now got 1 big blue black on my left hip! (leez, it aint the size of a 10 cent k.. it's at least a 20 cent! :P) pics will be posted up soon :D

felt soO happy to finally get to shower after 6 hours of feelin like sticky tape! then ZZZ!!!

SATURDAY

was tossing and turning on bed... maybe cause my brains were still excited over the whole event... even after it was over... :D woke up and saw that it was only EIGHT!!! told myself: "SLEEP LA YOU! IT'S A SATURDAY! the only time you can sleep a lil longer! you are tired! so SLEEP!" but sadly.. i didnt get to convince myself... then popo woke up.. so i chit chatted with her, told her bout F.A.B and then she left the room... and wat do u know... i K.O-ed! the 2nd time i got up.... the clock showed 1 PM!!! :D (but then i missed ugly betty.. AGAIN! :( ) then manda called, and at 3, we went to church!

ring riNG...

called up the guests we had on F.A.B. 1 of them was korean... so me being me... tryin to connect.. i spoke in korean lo... said an-yong-ha-sae-yo (however u spell it) then i continued to introduce myself in english la.. cause that was the only korean word i could speak besides o-pah, saranghaeyo! (but that was obviously NOT the smartest thing to say... unless i was positive that he looks like Won Bin :P) and... he replied and spoke to me all the way in KOREAN! i was like... err...err...er... and i did the next best thing! he sounded sleepy.... so i said.. "i guess u are still sleepy... i'll let u sleep and call u back later!" aihz... *blushes* but i didnt call back la.. cause after that was...

serVice!

How to be Debt-Free!

it's kinda shocking to find out that lots of young adults are declared bancrupt cause they have loads of unpaid credit card bills!

so.. note to readers: Unless u are very self disciplined, use CASH! or a debit card ;)

DINNER!!!

Ooh La LA! we went to SS2 Murni for dinner... the place was the definition of "people mountain people sea!" thank God we got ourselves a table! sat down, ordered and the food came... *MUAHAHAHAHA* i have to say, for a place that looks like some regular mamak place... with an exceptionally big crowd... the place served GOOOOOOOD food!!! we ordered different stuffs, i ordered my fav, CARBONARA.. with fingers crossed, hoping that it will taste nice... and wat do u know! it was YUMMY! even their nes-lo was tasty :D

the best part was the bill! for the things that i ordered, give the price a wild guess... u sure u got the correct answer???

it was only rm 8!!! *wakakakakkaka* me likeee the place :D

Sunday

note to readers: never ever think that Sunday services are just another service, cause God moves in MANY ways!

ps Julie felt the Spirit move and she turned the service round to ALL WORSHIP! we had a fantabulous time worshippin in His presence. Hands were lifted, tears were streaming, i was in awe til i didnt even realise that it was time to end the service!

i once thot that all worship in heaven would be rather boring... but the glimpse i had of what worship is really like in heaven totally changed my mind =) i bet by then, i can play ANY instrument that i've ever dreamt of! and i will dance before Him and not be afraid of twisting my muscles :D

Take me there dear Lord, take me to where I belong =)

Present Tense

Time is FLYING

God is MOVING

Revival is HAPPENING

but why are you RESTING???

Late Nite

i'm supposed to be sleepin... but... daddy just had to ask me to get his cell lesson printed... (which i checked and it wasnt emailed to him yet!!! -.-) so i left the tv on... and it was Martha Steward's tv program... (yes... i know it's for mid age women that have nothing better to do... ala Desperate Housewives... BUT!!! i have no regrets stayin up cause....)


Her guest star was...

JOSH DUHAMEL!!!

Yeng!

HAWT!!!


Charming!

Cute!

Manly!

*teehee* see... i was all smiling when i watched him make the bed (on the program) and make candle holders... and i was getting these pics... but ar... my facial expressions changed...

=) ---> =(

cause ar... he's got a GIRLFRIEND!!! and of all the people FERGIE -.-" then i was like.. "yerr... she's so much older than him!" so to get my facts right... i went to check on Josh's age...

GUESS WHAT!!! my facial expressions changed once more!

=( ---> ='O

cause... he's 34 this year! that makes him 15 years older than me!!!

*...starts wailing in cantonese !!!DIM GAI!!! continues wailing in cantonese...*

guess i should just stick to James Franco la! Muahahahaha! *blushes* MUAHAHAHAHAHA! :P

FooooD!

Glorious Food my Favourite Food!!! (well actually i like eating la... so... i've got lotsa food that i like... and this is only one of them :D)

CARBONARA!!!

i was starving this morning cause i didnt get a bite for breakfast (i was toO reluctant to get up from bed :P)

now i'm sitting at another workstation (no.. not cause i got kicked out of my room...) cause i'm an EFFICIENT worker! i finished all my work... i'm collecting free money again! (but i still rather stay home... at least let me sleep a lil while longer la... :P) hehehe! actually there's this colleague that needs my help... but i couldnt access the drive that contains her files... so TOO BAD!! *muahahahahaha*

i wanna buy a ring la.. those big ones that cover a big portion of the finger... but ar... my finger too slim d... hard to find size... :( after my working days... it's FLEA MARKET HOPPIN TIME!!! :D

noticed the colored word? things pop into my mind as i type.. things to be on my wishlist... so i shall highlight them... and compile them when the time is right *muahahaha*

that's all for now... i wanna go back to my room!!! me no likee ere... no privacy... :(

(now i'm soO free... but later when the archiving tools come... i DIE!!! *pouts* BUT!! i'm gonna savor the free time i have now... by NOT doin anything!!! *woohoo*)

FROZEN

The aircon of my office suddenly decided to work today!!!! my room's no longer cozy :( thank God i wore jeans... if i wore my brown pants... DIE! i would have been in an ice cube when my neighbor says "Lets go home" :P

this is an obviously wu liao post... cause i finished my work... but my boss aint ready to go home... so i'm sitting ere collecting FREE money! but i rather sit at home la! ish!!! later must go thru the jam again... Dear God, pls let there be no more jam when i go home...in Jesus' name i pray, amen!

today got more ppl talk to me! i'm at a serious case of LOA k... *sobb sobb* (LOA= Lack Of Attention :P) today i got F4 to teman me at work! (yes, i like boy bands! and there's nothing u can do about it! :P) tomorrow i shall bring Michael Learns to Rock :D and Planet Shakers (but my planet shakers cd super outdated la... *hint hint* i wont mind a burnt version *HINT* :P)

i'm thinkin of my birthday wishlist already *teehee* (wat to do... i'm BORED! :P)

i wanna go HOME!!!! *argh* (as i type.. the uncle sitting with me is speakin in German! cool le??? actually not really.. cause i dont understand *blushes*)

i need someone to talk to!!!! my quota of speech not met la! i can die! i shall go home and bug my popo! *teehee*

anybody got a question for me??? i'm wondering why nobody comments in my blog... it's so depressing! chatbox oso nobody use... then wat's the point of you peeps reading my blog ar? no response 1? it's like talking to a dead crowd!!! *HMPH*

dont wanna type d la!

Mama!!

Happy Mother's Day!!! =)

My mommy

POPO!!!!

Daddy and his mommy

Mommy and mommy's mommy! :P

To all the women that have touched my life,

I LOVE YOU!!! MUAX!

Sunday Morn, Stronger

hey hey! i was sorting thru the stack of papers in my room... and i found this! something i wrote when i had LOTS of datelines catching up on me... it was a Sunday.. and today also Sunday.. so ere it is :D

-Sunday Morn, Stronger-

Waking up on a Sunday morn,
Feeling thankful of the day i was born;
Breathing in air that refreshes me,
Got lotsa work but i'm feeling free. =)

Had a flashback of happenings last week,
Emotionally down, i felt real weak;
Nevertheless Your grace was true,
You took my hand and saw me through.

Rays of sunlight touched my face,
I'm a testimony of Your mercy and grace.
My wounds are healed, they hurt no longer,
Thanks to You, now i am STRONGER!

Savoring the Weekends!

1. It's Saturday and Sunday
this means i DONT have to work!!!! *3 cheers- hip hip hooray*

2. I can sleep till WHENEVER i want!!
this made me rush a lil when i got the msg that manda was coming to pick me up half an hour earlier than scheduled time *yikes* but i MANAGED :D

3. Popo's in town!!!!
my beloved is here now and i can tell her all that i've been through for the past monthS! i just finished whining to her bout my work! well... altho she cant help much, but she ALWAYS on my side! yup! she spoiled me.. but hey! i aint complaining :P

4. I am ME again!
but with a lil extras la... i'm super hyper!! my cell members say that i must have banged my head against something... *lalala* but i'm doin the things i like!!! went to church to make phone calls for F.A.B Nite and discussed with Sarah Ann for the games... she's the woman!!! she gave all the ideas! *teehee* aiyo... gimme a break la.. i can only execute and improvise... i cant be the mastermind 1... (doik! does that mean i cant be a leader?? *pouts*) saying that... it means i will have to execute the games we planned lo... stress... but EXCITING!!! i cant wait till next Friday! *bright smiles*

5. I'm around people that i like! and not to mention my age!! :P
hehe... fine la... ppl in Siemens arent all that bad la... they are treating me nicer... *i hope*

hmm... what else?? oh! i just realised i can plan!! but emofying things la... like GRADUATION!! it's so weird that i'm already imagining how my graduation day will be like! NOOOOO!!! i dont want it to come so soon... i dont wanna enter the WILD so soon!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

but yes! i'm savoring every bit of the weekends!

and yes! the quote of the day: I'm single and ready to mingle! (hehe.. got it from daniel... tot it was rather cute cause "single and available" is soO yesterday!)
i will try to get quotes everyday... i'll TRY la... :P

=)

Emofying days are over! Did i quit?? neh... actually i'm bloggin from my office!!! (shh... dont tell my boss :P) Speaking about my office... MUAHAHAHAHA! i've got a room (it's NOT the printing room) i share it with a kuai lo (German to be exact) He's a cute uncle... talks to me when he's bored... i so wanna take a pic of my office and show u guys... but... my boss told me to becareful with my belongings cause they had cases of missing PDA phones... and CAMERAS! so how le?? i'll try la k! ;)

and yes! i'm working with a notebook (me no likee notebooks... always have typo 1... ish!)

but what's best is.... i can bring MY BOYS to work!!!!

Boys?? What boys?? welll...... who else?

THE BACKSTREET BOYS!!!!

Leez is correct, i like them... and i'm PROUD of it!!! :P

Listening to their songs gives me the LUMZ feeling all the time! *blushes*

now playin on my media player: I'll be there for you *so loves*

and as i went thru the pictures left in the laptop, i came across this 2...

this is soO cute! reminds me of my PIGGY frens!*muax*

and this is just the ideal escape for me...

(aiyo! i'm alread thinking bout my honeymoon!!*slaps self*)

and finally, a thot that came to me...

i dont wanna be no angel....

cause angels are created only to worship Him... (it's all they do cause they have NO choice)

I wanna worship Him, i choose to worship Him bacause i LOVE Him =)

Let me cry

It's my 3rd day at work... and I've never felt so unhappy... many things are going through my mind now... i feel lonely, i feel tired, i feel dry, i feel empty... i feel unlike ME. I wanna quit! but i cant cause i gave my neighbor (my boss) my word that I'll work with them for 3 weeks... 3 weeks never seemed longer... i'm detached from my life... i get up early in the morning to go get stucked in a jam... come back late in the evening only to GET STUCKED IN THE JAM AGAIN! and be all EXHAUSTED by the time i finish showering...

at work i'm like this kuli that carries files and boxes... do i look like i'm the brawny type? i find it hard to communicate with my colleagues... there are so many new faces... i just cant seem to connect with them!

i totally miss college life! i miss MY life! (i wanna cry!!!)

to make things worse... my memory's playing tricks on me... little things kept occurring, reminding me of my sad memories... a song, numbers... FILE NAMES!!! *ARGH!!!!* why wouldnt you, BOTH of you just leave me alone!!!

altho i dont like SEGi (the way they manage things) but i miss that white-full-of-cobwebs-and-cracks building... and most of all, i miss the people in it! i cant wait for the 19th to come!

i could really use a shoulder now...

I Believe

The road before me seems long and bumpy,
But i know You're walking right beside me;
You promised to never ever forsake me,
Whenever i fall You are there to catch me.

You held me tight when i was trembling,
You spoke the word and the shadows went fleeing;
Your voice was thunderous when You spoke with authority,
Yet it was Your still small voice that comforted me.

Again and again i felt unworthy,
It's been a Zillion times that I have failed Thee;
With my mortal strength i tried to stand,
Only to prove that i'm a foolish (wo)man.

I thank You Lord for Your mercy and grace,
From my failures You never hid Your face;
No matter how bad i've messed things up,
You'll reach out and say "My child get up."

Can somebody please knock me in the head?
So i can learn to live by faith;
It is time to bury my doubts,
For You've brought me through seasons of droughts.

Dear Lord,
Give me faith the size of a mustard's seed,
That is all I'll ever need;
Because You love me, You died for me,
Because i love Thee, I choose to BELIEVE.

Toys "R" Us!

Toys are no fun when played alone...

Pretty Ponies

SpongeBobSquarePants and PatrickStar!!

Drag Queens!! *yikes* =P

Our Love Hut
(i look like a blind girl in this pic *teehee*)

Well... Joy used the DOOR to get into the house... but hey! i'm the DOT k! me UNIQUE!!! me use....

WINDOW!!!
(flexibody i have :P)

... they ought to be shared with your loved ones called FRIENDS!

p/s: YUE!! i so like ur camera phone la! cause cant see the details of my BoO-Ti-fulL face! hehe! muax!

I Wanna Be Your GIRLFRIEND!!!!

WARNING!!!!

the usual shy and softspoken dot has met her match... she's about to unleash her real self....

MARRY ME JAMES FRANCO!!!!!!

*faints*

*hou man ar!!!*

my good boy *blushes*

*teehee*

just like a baby...

*cough cough*

*erm.... hehehehe*

:D

the Dot is in LOVE!!!

p/s: the dot melted and fainted in the process of posting this post.

Your Friendly Neighborhood Spiderman!

As i've mentioned, i watched Spidey man today with my cellies!!! (altho we looked jakun-fied taking a pic in of all the places... IOI Mall!!! but anything for my blog readers! ;) )

My review for the movie??

*starts wailing dramatically in cantonese* DIM GAI???????? *continues wailing dramatically in cantonese*

Your Eyes...

exams are OVER!!! well at least for this term,
wait a minute, it's REALLY the END of the term;
i tried but i can't seem to shout hooray,
cause i wont be seeing my sweeties, not until the end of May...

So this i dedicate to all my sweeties,
With this i attach a note , "Please don't miss me" :P
But nonetheless i'll miss your company,
For the next 3 weeks i'll be MS. LONELY!!! *wails till the house vibrates*

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Laughters and joy we shared together,
You cheered me on so i could go further;
I'll never trade you for any other,
You're the best, you're like my sister.

Your hair, your nose, your mouth and your toes,
The window to your heart are none of those;
It's in your eyes that i see the light,
From your heart it shines through my darkest night.

It was your eyes that cried with me,
They too shed tears of glee;
Big eyes, small eyes, none can compare to your eyes,
For it's comfort i find in your warm brown eyes.

We hugged each other and said our goodbyes,
I saw tear drops forming in your eyes;
It was that moment that i realise,
I've found the true meaning of friendship, it's written in YOUR EYES.

Happy Holidays Sweeties! =)

Baby Come Back!

*oops* baby's back already!

I missed my baby badly, life just wasnt the same without my baby! I'll never let you go again!

Baby's whispering into my ear again...
I could hold my baby in my arms now...
When i go to bed, baby's back by my side...

*all loves* <3

-.- where got so many babies to go around?? :P
my HANDPHONE's back!! so to those of you that miss me soO much.. you can call me or msg me! :D
(these small fonts were done on purpose so you all will read the nonsense i wrote before goin to the point *wakakakakaka*)

Speaking of "Baby Come Back"... i've got this very wu liao idea of a rendition for the song :D so to all my sweeties... esp my SCB's!!! if you all interested in hearing me out and making my wu liao-ness come true let me know k! then i shall share my wu liao-ness with you all! :P

HA HA HA!

One paper down TWO more to go!!!

i cant wait til tomorrow nite!!! we gonna go all the way to IOI mall to watch Spidey man!!! (i'm no big fan... but it seems kinda interesting... and any form of entertainment will do!!! *big smiles*)

Wish You Were Here

We're miles apart in different cities,

Working day and night to excel in our studies;

Sometimes at night i cry like a baby,

Wishing you will appear right beside me.

Admist my friends i seem to forget you,

But once the laughters die down, my mind searches for you;

How long will this torment last my dear?

Upon this star i wish, wish you were here...

Emo or not??? Loves or not? Maybe i should send these stuffs i wrote to Hallmark like what Adam Sandler did in Mr. Deeds :D but of course... reality check... these are all amatuer works... *blushes* :P

SEE!!! this is what i meant when i said i couldnt concentrate in studyin!!! (i wrote this when i was goin thru the last 7 pages of my macro book... i couldnt even finish SEVEN pages!!!) HELP ME!!! tomorrow's anthropology paper... and it's 9.30 now.. i havent even TOUCHED my notes!!!! *slaps self*

i better go now! ciaoz!

(whoa! geram man! i dont know why when i leave a space for each paragraph i write... it'll come out all stucked together!! so now must use different colors! -.-")

I HATE MONEY!!!!

*ahem* let me rephrase that... i HATE reading about money!!!

aihz... to my friends... if i ever told you macro was easy to score... i TAKE IT BACK!!! see... for it to be easy to score... i must 1st UNDERSTAND what i'm reading to actually DO the test rite??? but me no understand!! *sobb sobb* can you imagine reading each line of a 15 page chapter THREE times???? i cant seem to concentrate anymore!! *sobb sobb sobb* i can stare at the words... and start singing! somebody SLAP ME!!

today's revision was exceptionally emo-fyin... cause i was home ALONE... without my HANDPHONE!!! (it rhymes :D) i had no one to talk to... all i could do was talk to Him... it did help... cause if i just bottled my emo-ness up... i would have stabbed any living thing that crossed my path *MUAHAHAHAHAHA* oops! got too carried away :P

dad came home bout 10 or 11 (SEE!!! i'm so burried by books that i even forgot bout TIME! :( ) and i with my very manja-ness... i went... "PA... i'm goin CRAZY!!! i didnt have any1 to talk to!!!" then he said... "ya.. and no hp to play with rite??" so he gave me his hp and said "NAH... Faster sms ur fren..." *bright smiles* DADDY LOVES ME!

so i msgd em to whine :D
and she called me! *teehee* we had a short convo over the phone... den we decided to do what we do BEST! SNACK!!! *muahahahaha* (that was before 12... now as i type... my stomach is calling out again... FEED ME FEED ME!!! :D)

i cooled down for awhile... and continued studyin... AIH... page by page i conquered... the clock strucked 12.30 am... FINALLY!!! 1 chapter down for the day!!! *woOOooHoOoOooo*

3 chaps down for Macro, 1 more to go... and a COMPLETE revision of all 4 chaps... AND LOTS of idioms to memorize for my English paper... AND to read up for ANTHROPOLOGY!!!!

but as DOT said... "if u think u can, u CAN!" so... YES, I CAN!!! (God, PLEASE HELP ME!!!)